under the weather..

well..i am the only one awake right now. all are asleep. sean and i suffering from the flu that the girls passed to us. this morning sarah decided to wake up at 4.00 am. nak tak nak terpaksa bangun jugaklah..brought her downstairs and terus turned tv on. i kalau dah wake up , dah tak boleh tido balik..so kemas2 lah mana yang patut.

i think i am so stressed that i am thinking that i might snap soon. so sesapa yang caused me to be this highly strung..be carepool ah..tak janji that i will have this blinding rage that ..i might just terlepas cakap..maklumlah kalau dah marah camtu kan..syaitan seme suka..agaknyer bertenggek2 kat atas bahu i..hehe..but no lah..hopefully, all this will pass..tak lama lagi jer..cuma 5 more mths to go..insyallah..all will be smooth sailing. sometimes i just do not understand ppl. their sense of honour can be so misplaced. pastu kan..kalau they are so honourable how come when they make mistake there is no apology langsung..just pretend that it didn't happen at all..kalau boleh nak put the blame on some else lagi ader..ceh!

on another note, the puan direktor kat leberi is asking me if i wanted to work more hours. actually she's asking me, how long i would still want to work at the library..eh sapa tak nak kan..hehe. yeah it is tiring, but i like it there. so peaceful..until the kids are let out of school..siaplah bising :) this year, i am on the summer reading programme nyer team. there are 3 of us and i will try to put up a programme for the older teens. so we'll see. kalau tak carry out thsi year, at least i dah put a plan in place. attended a workshop in topeka..best gitu. very informative. other than that..apa lagi..i gi keje..balik rumah and stuff like that. oh by the way, managed to sell some more of my stuff. and got a couple more orders. cuma i lupa nak amik gambar jer lah. this will be my first time working with real gold. so we'll see how finicky this metal is eh..okaylah...i dah nak tido.

kak za..wahhh lagi dua hari jer..best nyer family nak datang visit..hai..bila lah my family nak datang...dengar tu umi..ahh when are you coming here ahhhh?..abang..you takder minat ke nak datang sini..hehehe..kesian i yang terpelanting kat sini..hehe..kak chom..sebelum you cakap apa2..ni seme dah jodoh i..apa nak buat...hahahahhaha...humairah..you study hard2 ahh..nanti mak kasi kak long datang sini..hehe

cik sri...peyut dah baik ke belum...care2 lah diri you tu eh..hehehe

chip..niari masak apa?

mona..mana you dah..busy ker?..hehe

khaty...hugs to the kiddies eh :) lawa rambut azilah..ikal mayang habis lah..

hartini..time gi makan2 tu..ingat2kan i kat sini eh..:)

faridah....nanti bila i balik sana..kita buat CSI marathon eh :)

yang lain2 tu....hugs to your kiddies :) yang takder kiddies tu hug the person closest to you lah..so long as not the apek yang dok kat sebelah kat dalam bus sudahlah..hahaha..okaylah..nak dengar lagu spongebob sebelum tido :)