still in blah mode..and it's getting worse and worse :(

anyway, i am still feeling this way. not sure what the reason is, but perhaps it is the weather. that and also what has been going on here lah. nak kata dah settle..only half of it..the other half, malas lah nak cakap. also, kansas is really having a severe budget crisis. they have shut down 3 correctional facilities..jail ler tu..hehe! yup, sean sent me an email this morning to freeze all unnecessary spedning because, with the shutting down of these facilities, it meant that 2 dentists are going to be affected by this.

just to show you how blah my mood is..here are the pictures to show you. i baked something last week, and the first one shows you a picture of what it should look like while the second one shows how it turned out to be..haha!

all i can say is, it is difficult to be happy and pretend to be up when you are feeling so down. so better to keep quiet and layankan my mood ni until it goes away.

what the cake should have looked like :)

dah part ni kan..i pun dah naik boring, so i main plop the whole thing just like that and poured the cherry filling on the side.

blah mood..

sorry lah ppl..i tengah feeling blah lah..for the past few weeks..cam gini jer my feeling. insyallah, nanti2, kalau ada citer yang exciting kan, i will update eh, insyallah.

abang, i will keep you posted through kak chom..hahaha and kak long too.

phew..what a week!

memula..mintak mahap eh respond to comments seme lambat..hehe. maklumlah..for some odd reason..it's been a hectic two weeks. visiting friends and relatives. but on a side note..with all this happiness around us, we did not forget those that are suffering right now. hopefully this new year, with the new administration, something new will happen..although i am not holding my breath.

the fay clan...3 generations all together for the first time :)

anyway, as usual..when i read the newspapers from singapore..the straits times, outlined that it was the palestinian who started it all..but they did not include one tiny fact that the other was restricting movement in the gaza area. like preventing ppl from going to work, going across to egypt where they can buy food etc..and then the berita harian where they write about the plight of the palestinians. and then, we hear from this administration telling the other that they should try and avoid bombing near civilians. like what the hell? anyway, there is only so much that we can do..the rest we can only watch and wait.

the grandkids and the great-grandkids together :)

well, the past few days after coming back from kansas city, i thought boleh lah i update ad respond to stuff..but nope. sean was hogging the system for the past few days. i guess trying to catch up on things with his siblings :) a lot of sadness and anger and surprise was aired i guess. insyallah, all is for the better :) dah lama i tak post gambar masak2..insyallah..i will try and post more of that eh..hahahah! also i owe zee and fir some tags..hahahahhaha..like fir cakap..eksyen tak nampak..hahahahahhahaha!