Wednesday, January 28, 2009

still in blah mode..and it's getting worse and worse :(

anyway, i am still feeling this way. not sure what the reason is, but perhaps it is the weather. that and also what has been going on here lah. nak kata dah settle..only half of it..the other half, malas lah nak cakap. also, kansas is really having a severe budget crisis. they have shut down 3 correctional facilities..jail ler tu..hehe! yup, sean sent me an email this morning to freeze all unnecessary spedning because, with the shutting down of these facilities, it meant that 2 dentists are going to be affected by this.

just to show you how blah my mood is..here are the pictures to show you. i baked something last week, and the first one shows you a picture of what it should look like while the second one shows how it turned out to be..haha!

all i can say is, it is difficult to be happy and pretend to be up when you are feeling so down. so better to keep quiet and layankan my mood ni until it goes away.



what the cake should have looked like :)




dah part ni kan..i pun dah naik boring, so i main plop the whole thing just like that and poured the cherry filling on the side.

18 comments:

Anonymous said...

I hear you I hear you!Sama lah here.But hopefully it will pick up soon all I remember about January is that it has been pretty exhausting so far,both mentally and physically.

Nanti mood dah datang balik boleh attempt the cake again ok!This time rope in the girls to decorate too..hugs!

bunkerangs said...

Zee, tulah, don't really know why i feel so down. A bit of it, i know lah..hahahah, but for it to go on and on like this, tu yang i tak paham sangat. but weather do play a part i have to say. what a way to start the new year eh?..haha!

as for the cake..hahah, it was hilarious, at least dapat jugak comic relief from that :) hugs to you too :)

mag.nolia said...

*hugssss* Must be the winter blues. Hope you'll feel lots better soon. And about that news... that they'll hold back the decision to cut down on staff. Nanti gigi inmates takde orang jaga, jadi rongak, susah jugak :P

Heheheeee @ the result of the cake. Janji sedap!! :D And I bet it was :D

Anonymous said...

Rosma, although your cake is also in the 'blah' mood...it is still much better than mine...(if i ever make one, that is)

Anonymous said...

Slm kak rosmah yang dihormati dan dirindui,ceewahh :P
Smoga akk sekeluarga sihat2 hendaknya..alahai, gerangan apalah yang membuatkan akk rasa macam tu..semoga semuanya bertambah baik kak ye..kekadang kalau amik masa untuk diri sendiripun bleh hilangkan rasa tak best tu kak..:) smoga perubahan musim nanti mampu ceriakan akk juga...

Kak, kat sinipun dah byk pekerja kilang kena buat sebab kejatuhan ekonomi..ramai member2 yang takde kerja sekarang,huhu..bila jadi camni rasa bersyukur masih diberikan rezeki, alhamdulillah..

Walaupun kek akak nampak lain tapi tetap sedap nampaknya,hehehe...serius kak..rasa lapar kek plak ni,hahaha

Mey Laurie said...

ros
i think i know what that blah feeling is all about. really pulling u to the deepest spot at the bottom of the butt. this is something that i have leart many years ago, and i am sharing it with you *chebahh! cam real ajer aku*
dont let that blah pull you deeper, but what u can do is, to actually 'feel' that blah and let it go..slowly! take a deep breath. lean back. shut your eyes, and feel that blah which is now sitting at the bottom of the butt, and slowly..release it. slowly, tell that blah to go away. suruh dia blah secepat mungkin. trust me! i done it before. you can try it too. hehehemuahahaha!
cheer up!

mag.nolia said...

In other words, kentot, eh?

*lol*

bunkerangs said...

hart..i guess it is being cooped up here and not working too, makes it kinda hard to pass the time..although kan..kalau nak pass time by cleaning the house, mmg banyak lah keje..hahahaha! i know..i was telling sean, what are they going to do with the 1000 over inmates and most of them are paedophiles some more..hehe. as for the cake, yeah, we had a great laugh at it :)

minah jurong - hahaha..alah, kalau your family makan tak komplen, sedap lah tu haha!

salams faisal :)alhamdullilah, member2 family akak seme happy2 nampak :) ni lah perasaan yang ter- mengada-ngada..hahahahah! pun tak tau lah apa sebab nyer..kemungkinan besar mmg winter lah yang buat ramai orang2 yang berasal dari daerah tropics rasa macam resag gelisah..ceyyybahhh!..hahaa! samalah kat sini...dah banyak yang dah kena buang kerja..insyallah, sean nyer kerja okay sebab prison yang dia keje is the medium maximum and a bit of minimum type..also, sebab dah ramai inmates kat situ, they all tak leh lah nak tutup..kalau tutup..habislah kansas ni..haha! kek tu rasa mmg orait lah..cuma time tu dah boring kan..so tak kuasa nak kasi lawa1..hahaha!

mey - yup..i get what you are saying and trying my best here to snap myself out of it. need to take up taking pictures again..even that i have stopped you know..my camera is not sitting in my bag untouched. hahha..of course after reading hart nyer response tu..i am laughing my ass off..hahahahaha!

hart - that's a good one..hahahah. I was laughing so hard when i read that..hahahahhahaha!

thank you ppl for making my day today..hahahahahah!

Mey Laurie said...

*hi5* hart! lol lol...

SL said...

the world is gloomy, so are we.

bunkerangs said...

mey - that was hilarious..haha!

Sl - you may have a valid point there .

Nora n.s. said...

salam Rosma...

hope ur blah mood will go away soon.
YEs it must be the weather.

Wat?...in that closing jail banyak paedophiles? ish...takotnya..apa lah nak jadi dgn duni ni eh. Seram seh. Abis takkan nak release all the inmates and let them roam in the street.

Sinilah, luahkan perasaan yg terbuku rosma.. lepas tu insya'allah okay.

Huggs and take care.

Haniyya said...

assalamualaikum kak rosma !!! inshallah you get back to yr normal mood. Winter is just naturally gloomy, so don't blame you for feeling tht way. M on a mission to bring permanent fall/spring into my home. lol, guess thts my lame attempt to preserve my sanity.

Bad times are everywhere, but inshallah with constant doa's to Allah swt, he will inshallah preserve you and yr family from difficult period.

Reciting surah yasin, during difficult times has brought me great comfort and help, inshallah it helps you too. Take care !!!

fir

bunkerangs said...

salams nora :) Alhamdullilah..I am feeling a lot better. I think I just need to focus on positive things and not to terbawak2 sangat with all the depressing stuff you know..hee hee hee! Itu lah, I was asking Sean, what would happen to all these inmates kan. And Sean pun cakap, the ones that diorang nak tutup and all these child molesters and drug abusers, but because now there is this public uproar, maybe they all tak jadi nak tutup :) You take care too okay *hugs*


Salams Fir :)Alhamdullilah, I think I am over that for the moment..haha! I just need to get out and about more and occupy my time productively .Same here, I am trying to make this abode into a spring and fall type home too..hahah! I love the turqouise and the light green and the browns with a splash of red..but I am thinking, it would be more towards a tropical feel..haha! Insyallah, it is so heartwrenching when you hear about families losing their livelihoods and like you said, insyallah we will not be affected as much, And if so, Allah provides, insyallah. I should probably do what you suggested too. Reciting Surah Yasin more often. Another thing that I can do to lift my spirits up :) Thanks for sharing and you take care too :) *hugs*

missigigi said...

hope things will get better soon...take care rosma..

bunkerangs said...

missi ..alhamdullilah..it is getting better now..haha!

Anonymous said...

Hi Ros, hope everything's fine now. If not then...

think of me, also in the same gloomy-grey days, cold-like-h***-NO SNOW-winter and just a look out of the window, i can see ppl HAAAAK-TUUII their phlegm and i can hear them miles and miles away in their high-pitched-nak-gaduh ceena voices...

guess, you are better off than me, no? ;P

bunkerangs said...

nor, when you put it like that..yes, in some ways it's better to be here..hahahah! wahhh best lah ni eh ...holidaying kat japan :) i pun kalau boleh nak jugak lah holiday kat sana :)