back for the time being...:)

my desk top still belum repair. ni tengah pakai lap top..itu pun dunno when dia boleh alih2 jer hang. mmg tak guna lah this toshiba. anyway, sorri eh to all, that i have not been going to your blogs and all that stuff. have been busy with work. niari pun actually have to go in but disebabkan sarah is sick..have to stay at home. bagus jugak lah..gave me the opp to get on here and also rest a bit. rumah i cam tongkang pecah..well dah not so pecah lah..sebab tuari dapat jugak i lipat kain baju yang menggunung..hehe. rumah vacumm jer..dah berserak balik. sarah ni very messy lah..pastu pemalas pulak nak pick up her own mess. ni ah she is lying on the couch..batuk2 and feverish. there is this bug going around..takut jugak lah..sebab i think she was wheezing yesterday. maklumlah..this weather..in between winter and spring..kejap sejuk kejap panas..so flu season is here. takut jugak if it is bronchitis or hopefully not pneumonia..ada jugak kes kat sini.

well, we have made a decision. one that we probably had to do one day anyway. we will be selling the practice. i think i have had enough of it. all the crap that we had to go through at the expense of our mental and physical health. let's face it, sean does not have the businessman personality..hahaha..he is too nice to be the occasional jerk that one has to be when you have to deal with employees. he has already gotten another job. he is working with the state one day a week and insyallah will be starting to work full time by end of june or july. from now till then, is the transitioning period. it all depends on what we can do about our current practice. he is working 4 days a week here still and this sat, we will be seeing a consultant to see about the prospective buyer. and then we will need to go and see an attorney. to see what our options are.

well, at least the plan is already rolling. it probably will not be that smooth sailing, but nothing is anyway. at least we are grateful that with his line of work, it is not that difficult to find something that will work for him alhamdullilah. i still think that he should go back to school and take up oral path..that is oral pathology. that way he doesn't have to deal with real ppl physically. all he has to do is look at biopsies and do a diagnostic. if he does, there is a programme in NY..hehe..kak za..makin dekat lah kiter eh :) there is also another one in indiana. both have stipends.

well, like kak za said, spring is here..the daffodils and the hyacinths are blooming. the crocuses are blooming like crazy too. but old man winter can still come and visit, leaving his mark and freezing the buds and bossoms. my peach tree will be blooming soon. mintak2 takder lah frost. i need to get my groove back. it's been a while since i feel up lah eh..hahaa. insyallah..soon. i wonder, how much sean and i have aged in the past three years? the stress of having to deal with bigotry and what not..we came here with the notion that a small town which is not too backwards would be a good place to start. but how wrong we are. like the villages that i see in asia, it is the same here. some are very open minded..but most can be very closed minded. and hiawatha is one of them. having said that though, there is still hope for this place :) maybe not right now..but sometime in the future. new young professionals coming in..more liberal in their outlook..at least we gave it a shot..hahaha. okaylah..have to get sarina ready for school.