my pc is back :)

yeeehhhhhhaaaaa!..hehe. semalam sean dah format the hard drive. well more like installing the new windows software on the new hard drive that i bought at walmart. wanted to get windows vista..but he said this would be fine for now. and sometime next week, insyallah will buy new motherboard and processor and all that lah..so that we can upgrade the system upstairs. we'll see.

well, what can i say. i am in a funk...betul2 punya funk lah. that is why..my apologies goes to those bloggers that always sudi to come and read my ramblings. i have not been very ermm apa tu orang kata, very good at leaving my comments on your blogs. but at least for now i do read what you have written..hehe. cuma sometimes bila nak tinggal kan comment kan..mesti ada keje lain yang i nak kena buat..well maklumlah pakai pc kat leberi.

ni besok nak kena pergi rumah sean nyer parents. but sean and his parents are not happy with one another. sean with his worries, while his parents pulak nak cakap dengan dia on the phone, kira nak tanyer khabar and kasi sokongan..but the thing is, sean ni degil sikit lah. also, i think both of us know what his parents will say and it is not what he needs to hear right now. either way, i did bilang kat sean...sooner or later..he has to talk to them kan.. now my mother in law cam dah merajuk kat i. i know that she would like us to be there for easter..but sean cakap he nak go drive somewhere, a short break for us lah.. i bilang kat my in law, she seems okay but i know that she is not. when i talked to ehr on the phone...the reception is somewhat cold lah. takper lah.... lama2 nanti dia will warm up balik dengan kiter.

another thing that is bringing me down is that fact that this summer..nampak2 nyer cam i am not going home gitu. dah nak masuk 3 tahun dah...well..let's see..jan 2005..oh sori..dah masuk 2 tahun dah. talked to sean about it..he said not sure sebab his new job takder cuti so have to compile the hours and days...and he said realistically..it is better to go back next summer. dah..spoil i nyer mood. but then he said..how about going back this winter..time christmas....i cakap jugak kat dia..i have to go back..i miss home lah kan.. then he diam. i also mentioned that he doesn't have to go back with me aper..hehe. i can bring the girls by myself...but he macam cool to that idea. entah lah...boring ader..sedih ader...so in the end..all i can say is we'll see.

today..sean gi keje keluar pepagi..5.40 am. he starts work at 7.00..abis pukul 5 or 5.30 gitulah... lunch half hour. nanti sampai rumah pukul 6.30 gitu. all depends on the traffic. so pagi tadi..lepak punya lepak..around 10 am baru bangun buat keje sana sini. ingatkan nak keje kat luar but weather pulak sejuk seh. some of my hostas dah nampak frozen dah. mintak2 tonight will be better. tekak ni pulak teringin nak makan mee goreng. so apa lagi..buatlah mee kuning. i double the recipe...ah i think dapat jugak lah dalam 3 k3 4 kilo gitu. sarina helped me with the pasta machine. pastu terus buat mee goreng. maybe sometime next week, nak buat mee rebus sebab ada belen mee kuning tu. kak za and nora..kalau you all dekat..leh kasi mee kuning satu dua kilo...hahaha.

sarina is on spring break..tulah..weather pulak tak best..kalau tak dah suruh dia main kat laur jer..memekak kat rumah..main bola lah..tonyeh si sarah lah..sarah pulak asyik terpekik terlolong jer...ishhh...bingit..nak nak time tengah in this funky mood..aper lagi PMs lah ni..hehe. okaylah..nak nengok apa diorang tengah buat. i suruh they all kemas katil sendiri..last i heard, they were rolling the ball up and down the stairs...okaylah..later ppl.