as usual, things berserabut in the head. this and that, but can't really complain kan? since , in the bigger scheme of things, it is still alright. so then why, do i feel this way? i know why. but is the mind willing to accept. it already has, but still..sajer . it makes me feel better to have it written down somewhere. somewhere , where i can go back and read again.
i need to be constant in this matter. i feel that i am withdrawing myself more and more from all sorts of online activity, with the exception of playing games..haha! i enjoy that, because it does need any communication with anyone. sometimes it can get to be too overwhelming. can be stressful too. but on the whole, i really appreciate all the folks that have crossed my path and in turn making me feel less lonely.
i have been through this phase before. but i think this is the defining moment. i am who and what i am. i am not going to try to be a hypocrite. sometimes, keeping mum is better than being overly friendly or too concerned. i think the time may be coming soon for me to leave. but for now, it will be. who knows, this thing might be gone by then.
4 comments:
Salam buk Rosma...semoga tenang dan ceria selalu :)) have a grt weekend n miss u so much!
Sama lah dgn kita kat sini. Dah malas nak sharing2 in FB. Diam lagi baik and buat hal sendiri. Too many times, secrets and infos leak like nobody's business no matter how we kept them private. I may be going back to blogging sebab blog is safer than FB. But blog prebet lah kan..
Ya salam buk sri..khabarin? moga baik baik saja ya buk..hehe! insyallah sri. i feel a lot better now. but that's it lah, i have to cut down my time over on the other site..hehe! too many things going on. things which i don't think i need to know , know what i mean. i know can hide here and there, but you know lah how it is..ni kes malas nak godeh godeh the thing..haha! so for now, i am happy being absent here and there :) i miss you too laling! i keep telling myself, i need to write to you, but tetau jer lah i ni kan..hehe! but never fear, you are always close and very dear to my heart :)
Kak za - oh..i miss you so kak za on FB tau. although missing, missing pun, i lambat komen what you put up..haha! bila nak komen..tetau jer dah takder..tau lah i you dah close from public viewing..haha! i pun rasa2 dah macam too many things lah. once in a while, i will put up something new, sebab ppl tanyer gak..how i am doing kan :) but i rasa for now, masok sekejap2 and main game dia diam ada lebih banyak faedah nyer dari i banyak songeh kat situ..hahaha !yeah..i too am coming back here slowly it seems. not because it is safer or what, but because i can write more and perhaps orang pun dah tak baca sangat kan..so senang nak bercerita kat sini..hahaha! but share share lah you nyer blog dengan i. i pun nak tau jugak perkembangan you and insyallah i will try to update on here more often. i guess, it has come to full circle lah eh..mula dari blogging, kembali juga ke blogging :)
Yea lah, Rosma. Ada kala memang boring gak kat FB. I lagi suka main2 kat Google+ - the people there are less pretentious and have nothing much to show off, know what I mean. Luv that there are circles there that will encourage me, motivate me. Kalau kat FB, tak habis2 tunjuk2 beg LV lah, baru pergi shopping lah, gi holiday lah, nak gi toilet pun bilang orang... naik bingit kengkadang *hehee* And kalau dah log in, komen satu dua, boleh berjam2 stuck in there. That's what I don't like most. Total time-waster. Ok, keep blogging beb!! Ada story baik2 tak, to share?? :)
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