malasnyer..

okay..as you all can already read..we are trying to get my youngest brother attached..hahahahhaa. ni belum masuk my youngest sister.... like what my eldest bro cakap..she dah ada bopren..hahahaha. so kita tengok camana eh :) and my third brother is suffering from something. tak tau apa. again, we'll see how.

this morning, sean nak gi kerje, but i said tak payah lah. he kena stomach flu yesterday and so, the whole day keluar masuk toilet. and he was so weak coupled with his stress, i thought it might be better for him to just relax kat rumah. he did say , that kalau dia tak gi kerje i have to call his front desk person that i got into a tiff last week. i bilang kat dia..i can call the other lady lah. his asst. he said okay..i went down to get the phone. terpikir jugak, if i were to call this other person, then what would the other one say kan. makin keruh lah agaknyer the situation. so i ni kira, not saying that i am a matyr kan..decided to take the high road. i tepon dia and told her that sean will not be going in. kept it short and simple.

after that, i went to run errands with my friend before going for the meeting. guess what, while turning into the street where sean's clinic is, i saw her getting into her truck...lahh..so eksyen bebual ngan kawan i..just to not make eye contact. so drove past her...phewww!..then pergi bank nak deposit something...alih2 jer kat lane sebelah she pulled up lah..wahhhhhhh!...nak tak nak..i figured since i am already there and she saw me..the most i could do was smile and wave at her. maklumlah katakan i ni courteous...my mak selalu cakap, senyum kat orang tu even if dia buat kita marah...tak baik tak tegur menegur..so i waited to make eye contact, and waved at her. i can tell you waste karen betul. this would be the last time i am going to do that lah. i mean, i've tried and the rest is up to her. she waved back but she didn't even smile ..in fact muka mencus sehhh and cam nak tak nak gitu nengok kat i..dalam hati i..i cakap takper2..and my friend saw the whole thing..so never mind.

went home told sean. i cakap kat sean, i tak leh janji that i will be on my best behaviour when i am around her. i will be civil yes, but satu hari nanti, bila i dah tak leh take it, i told him that i will dish it out to her. i will not over step my boundaries as to fire them. i am not in a position to do so. i will , however, lay it out in front of them and they can stay if they want to and they can go for all i care. i bilang kat sean..not to worry and not to fret. i will handle it my way. if they raise a stink, just let them know that it is between them and me. i cannot sit idly by, while they show disrespect towards patients, well some of them and towards us. if sean, wants it that way, that is his business, but i at least demand some respect. sebab i treat them with respect. we are not obligated to provide benefits for them. ni dah terbalik. but takper..i bilang kat sean, we will handle it quietly..one more time she talk to me that way..i will become more aggresive. my suara ni kuat..just ask my siblings and my daughters. bak kata my mak..cam i telan mekrophone..hehehe.

next week thanksgiving. kena pergi rumah sean nyer parents. rasa2 cam malas lah. malas sebab, rasa2 cam tak semeriah when i get together with my own family. ketawa besar2..makan sampai perut senak..hehehe. kalau kat sini..nanti sean will be sitting quietly in one corner..nanti adalah orang bebual pasal politics..and say stuff which i find so stupid..but i biasa mmg keep quiet ajerlah. malas nak masuk campur...but i did tell sean. lagi sekali if his father say that bush is good and that it is not right for one country to control the oil even if it is within that country nyer property, i will say something. so kalau singapore tu ada minyak..it is okay for US to invade is it?..heheh. and if he agrees that the patriot act is good and apa2 lagi act lah and that they feel safer..i nak tanyer safer for whom? for him or for all of us? kalau he said i don't have to worry, i will say i have every right to worry. since i am not a citizen and i am not christian, they can just detain me at anytime and have me put on trial without my presence. so in this light, am i suppose to feel safe?...hai...sometimes orang kat sini they don't think ahead down the road lah. that is why sometimes malas nak discuss pasal politics. then there are others that go wayyyyy over to the other side. all the conspiracy theorists..lantaklah..

ingat, nak bawak bekal epok so can eat in the car while driving up to his parents. kasi kenyang perut dulu. maklumlah, the food can be bland sometimes. nak nak now, that they are on a strict low sodium diet. but sometimes, it can be very nice too. i think like me, sometimes his mom has her off days lah. kalau tak pergi nanti..siap lah. cold shoulder galore. okaylah..have to go and look busy now :)..heheh.

oh by the way, suriyati, i dah dapat keropok ikan, thank you so much lah. dua hari berturut, the girls and i makan nasi lauk asam pedas with keropok goreng. yummmss! sarah calls it chippies..sarina calls it crackers. i tengah ajar diorang how to say keropok..hahaha.

for kak chom...comment kalau dah ada kat situ tak leh delete unless i yang delete..hahaha. and oh, abang, that picture where sarah is in her pyjamas, tu rambut tengah groovy lah. baru bangun tido that is why senget sebelah..hehe