Monday, August 31, 2009

the source of my trouble ...


this is what causing all the grief! but at the same time..alhamdullilah jugaklah i got it.

i cannot wait for this week to be over! well make it last week and this week and this week had only just begun. *sigh*

anyhoo..this is just a simple test for me lah..compared to the news that i got last friday about a good friend of ours. a father of 3, only 40 years old has been diagnosed with stage IV cancer and it has spread to his lungs and brain. they are suspecting that it may have spread to most part of the body as well. just when you think that you are getting ahead in life and stuff happens.

just like this experience of mine..kecik jer..the most insyallah will be dealt with by this friday. but for my friend..i cuma boleh doakan jer that all will be as well as it could be for him and his family.

as much as i may sound like i am upset and what not..actually kan..i am very happy. to know that i have ppl that i can rely on in times of need. :) for spiritual stuff and well as the physical world stuff eh..hehe!

thank you all for your care, love and concern that you have shown towards me :) *hugs*

6 comments:

Meraq Kayangan said...

Is this your front yard? Banyaknya brown-eyed-sue!So this is your new toy. What trouble pulak. Its a necessity. Senang you nak ulang alik pergi mana2.

I may not know your friend, but subhanallah. Cancer ni kat sini very common. I heard it all the time. What do you say to this person. No words. Sayu pulak kenangkan nasib anak2 dan isteri dia.

Mey Laurie said...

someone very close to me is also diagnosed with cancer final stage. i can't take it, each time i see him, i try hard to hide my tears cos he's still full of live eventho he looks so fragile now.
no words can describe the feeling, u end up bottling up and wondering if it is such a good thing or not,if dr.said u hv few months to live. walhal, death is satu antara 5 perkara yg allah rahsiakan?
and u noe what i did? i ended up not wanting to see him any more. i've not learnt to deal with my own emotion and feeling, i can't handle his. it is good to have someone who cares alot about u, someone u can turn to.
:(

Husain n Co. said...

Alhamdulillah for all things well at your side...
So sorry to read about your friend...Allah gives (health) and Allah takes too...masyaAllah..pinjam ajer apa2 bende pat dunia ni kan...

Glad you have those pple by your side..problems become lighter than we first thought, turn things positive than otherwise...always moving forward ya....

bunkerangs said...

ah ah kak za..my front yard. tulah i tak sangka that this one variety will grow tall..i tranfer dia along the pavement leading to the house kan..and now they are blocking that pavement...haha!tulah..pikir nyer pikir..might as well lah kan.. :)
nowadays..every time i will hear that someone's friend or relative has cancer..kesian i tengok my friend.


mey..yeah i know what you mean. i saw it with my own parents. the change that hhad gone through..it's heart rendering lah. and now, i think my hub is very affected about this. he is trying his best to deal with it and provide whatever assistance he could to this friend. the wife lagi i kesian. i think she is grasping for anything that will stop the cancer from spreading elswehere. yup you are right about life and death. cuma Allah jer yang tau bila the time is up.

sri..yeah..alhamdullilah :) i am sorry to about our friend. but dah tulisan dia lah kan. kita ni pulak entah macam mana nanti. it is sri..biarpun you all jauh beribu2 batu from me..it is all of you that makes me happy too :) terubat jugaklah rindu nak balik kampung :P

Acaii Jawe said...

Alhamdulillah, semuanya baik2 je. semoga perasaan tak best tu berlalu cepat ye kak..:) semoga teman akk tu sabar dan tabah hadapi dugaan hidup tu. kak, selamat menyambut ramadhan ye.

bunkerangs said...

salams faisal :)dah hilang dah perasaan tak best tu..hehe! tulah..sekarang ni, dia pun tengah cuba apa2 just to curb the cancer from spreading further. faisal pun selamat menyambut ramadhan :)